Overcome & Conquered

On July 19th, Micah and I decided to head down to my grandparent's farm in Shiboley after church. He had been dropping hints that he would like for me to shoot some of his guns. I, on the other hand, tried to drown out his urges by smiling and giving a little giggle. I do not like guns! I realize guns don't "kill" people, it's the person standing on the other side of the GUN with their finger on the trigger that does. The older I get, the more I notice the world is a pretty dangerous place (at least some of the people in it), and watching the news sure doesn't help. I want to be able to defend myself, family and future family in the need of an emergency situation. After pondering this gun issue and the need for safety, I was determined to overcome my little fear of guns and conquer the task of shooting them!!! Quite frankly, it was pretty FUN! And, I'm not too bad on the targets. First I shot a 22 pistol, then a 45mm, then a 30-30 rifle. Granted I would let out a little yelp when I shot, but I hit the target! Yeah, I missed some, but I made it several times... upon my amazement. I was really concerned about shooting the 30-30, because I have seen what rifles can do to the middle of someones eyes! We debated for a while about me shooting this gun. I would ask, "Is it going to hit me between my eyes and kick my shoulder?" He continually assured me that it would not kick. I was NOT buying that. Low and behold, I had a pullover with me and I put it on my shoulder to prevent any bruising and I held my head so far back from the scope that he had to laugh. I could still see!!! I shot it and was amazed that he was right on the money... no kick, no scar in between my eyes, and my shoulder felt mighty fine. I was also right on target! I was given a lesson before all of this happened on how to load, re-load, how to stand, how to hold it, and all of that important stuff. Now that he has seen what a pro I am... Micah wants me to get my concealed carry permit. He already has his, so now I'm considering it... upon one condition. He has to go with me. I very proud that I overcome the fear and now know how to defend myself.